I’ve always been a good sleeper. Why? My dream state is a very exciting place to be. My dreams are amazing. I get to be whatever I want to be in my dreams. I meet exciting people and visit amazing places.
Thus, I am not a morning person. I am not now, nor have I ever been.
My family spent a few weeks on vacation every year in Vermont. We rented a cabin and simplified life. Sun, lake, cards, food and family. That about sums it up.
My bed in these rented cabins was always lumpy. The proximity to the lake always make it feel a little damp. But, by the time my head hit the pillow……….I was out…………..and the only thing that got me out of bed in the morning was the smell of bacon.
My Daddy was a no nonsense person. My mother was the one that was full of stories of leprechauns and the Saints. Daddy was math and being on time. Mommy was Santa Claus and Christmas. Daddy was chores and allowance. Mommy was flowers and fairies.
One morning at camp I got a surprise. My father sat next to me on my lumpy mattress. He gave my pillow a shake and said “Open your eyes on a new day, Little Girl. All kinds of surprises await you.”
I didn’t smell bacon.
I put my hand out and touched his unshaven face.
“Go away Daddy. I’m dreaming. You shouldn’t take someone’s dream away from them.” I said as I pulled the pillow over my head.
“But, Little Girl! Today is the day that I’m taking you to meet Santa Claus.” Daddy said.
That sentence cut through my dream like a knife through a sponge cake.
I sat up on my lumpy mattress.
“What, Daddy? What did you say about Santa Claus?” I asked.
“Today is the day. Today you get to meet Santa Claus.” said Daddy. “Up and at em. Put on this little outfit Mommy laid out for you. Brush your teeth. A piece of toast. A little ride in the car and then onto the ferry. We’re off to meet Santa Claus.”
He left the room. I looked at the sundress and sandals lying at the foot of my bed. I got up and put them on.
I thought out loud, “Daddy might be losing it.”
But, he wasn’t. We left the lake. We drove down winding dirt roads. We got onto asphalt and drove up to the lip of Lake Champlain. Daddy drove the station wagon onto a ferry and it took us across the big lake. It deposited us in the North Pole.
Daddy took me to the North Pole to meet Santa Claus.
It was a long time ago. I remember a courtyard surrounded by beautiful cottages painted in white and red. A big frozen pole in the middle of the court yard where kids were sticking their tongues to the frost of the pole. Fudge. Cotton candy.
I remember a barn that smelled like a barn. There weren’t any cows. There weren’t any horses. I met reindeer. Reindeer lie in their stalls. The stalls had names on them. Dancer. Prancer. Donner. Blitzen.
Daddy took me on a tour of the workshop. The elves must have been on break. I hammered pegs into wooden toys. I looked at walls lined with stuffed animals and dolls.
A lady stopped in front of us. She introduced herself as Mrs. Santa. She asked if I’d like to see where she lived.
Well, duh! Yes.
She took my family through her house. The little kitchen had freshly made cookies spread all across the table and counters. The living room was only missing a television. I saw The Good and Naughty List spread out on Santa’s desk. No one gave me enough time to check that out. But, I was pretty sure I was on the good list.
I mostly remember Santa’s bed. It was shaped like a sleigh and it stood against the wall. The mattress wasn’t firm and it wasn’t soft. It was just right. And there were curtains that could be drawn against a cold winter’s night.
Mommy and Daddy fed me a sandwich and potato chips. Daddy said it was almost time to go. We had to catch the last ferry across the lake. That ferry that went from the magic of Santa’s Village back to vacation land of Vermont.
But, we had time for one more thing Daddy said.
“Would you like to meet Santa?” he asked.
Why, yes, I would!
I stood in line. My parents sat on a bench and smiled at me. They waved their hands at me to encourage me to bump up the line. I thought about what a surprise this was. To be meeting Santa Claus in the middle of August. What would I say to him? Would I get all shy and act like a nincompoop? Would I find my voice and all of a sudden tell him my biggest deep seated wish?
I got to the head of the line. Santa Claus sat in front of me. He put his arms out in welcome. He smiled at me like he already knew me.
“Come up and get on my lap, Little Girl! Remind me what your name is! “Santa said.
He already knew my name! Little Girl was my name.
“Have you enjoyed seeing my village? Have you gone to the candy shop yet? Oh, ho! You’re not a shy one are you? I can tell you’re not! What is it that you wish for Christmas, Little Girl? You can tell Santa. Whisper right into my ear!” he said.
So, I did.
I imagine all these years later ……………I told him I wished for baby dolls and carriages. Golden kitty cats and a typewriter. I wished to be a writer and a mother. I wanted to be happy with babies of my own.
Santa smiled at me. He gave me a squeeze and he said as I got up “Santa wishes that all your dreams do come true.” as he put his arms out to the next child in line.
Twenty years went by.
Another day at camp in Vermont. My Daddy woke us all up and said we had to hit the road. It was time to get into the car. Go down the dirt roads that lead to asphalt. To the ferry that would take us across the lake. Across to Santa’s Workshop.
My husband woke up and said “What?” My little girl woke up and said “Let’s go! Santa! Yes!”
It was a hot summer’s day. The reindeer barn smelled like barn. My daughter loved feeding the reindeer. She ate cotton candy. Raggedy Ann and Andy sang for her in the courtyard where kids had their tongues stuck to a frozen pole. She went on kiddie rides and then it was time to tour Santa’s house.
She ended up in a line waiting to see the great Saint himself. Santa. My brazen little girl that was afraid of nothing…………….all of of a sudden got shy……..she put out her hand and begged me to join her with her eyes.
So, I did.
She sat on Santa’s lap. He worked his spell on her. She laughed and loosened up. She talked about My Little Ponies and other such things.
Santa looked up and saw me. He saw the tears that streamed down my face.
“We’ve met before.” he whispered in my direction. “A long time ago to you………….but, an instant to me. Santa lives forever. But, you remember me?”
It was the very same Santa from twenty years before.
“Oh, yes, I remember you, Santa.” I told him from my daughter’s side.
“And, did all your dreams come true?” he asked.
“Oh, yes, they did.”
A photo was taken of me sitting on Santa’s lap that day. It was sent to my aunt who was an artist. She took that photo and painted this portrait of me. I took this portrait and made it the front cover of my first book of Christmas stories.
Yes, Santa, my dreams did come true.